thank you Allah for the chance to know him, and thank you for being there through these rough times…

my days have been occupied by (mostly) preparation to enter school again and trying to seep fun inbetween, for the sake of sanity. don’t think i’m all ready to be a student again, having to be the lowest doormat in the hospital hierarchy, but when i try to actually think about it, “okay, not everyone has the chance to do it now, maybe it’s mine. why waste it?”, i start to run for this. especially, with the thought of my parents’ proud smile as the payback.

it’s been a delightful experience to finally put your passion into reality. i did one of mine couple of days ago. this perfect timing might called fate. follow @yekeyekeYEAH for now as the website is still under construction

p.s. colour the dusk deep navy blue… and try to be brave, cause i’ll be right beside you.

hearing some of my friends, frankly… 2010 has been quite hard on us. (hoorah i’m not alone ) too many losses and gains.

some of us lost our partners, families, and bestfriends. but some achievements came our way too.

as for me, yes it’s been hard dudeee! dealing with losses, real life at suburbs, between-life/death exams… i hardly even believe i’ve been through all those times. but through many rains you often find rainbows, right.

this year, i got several life-changing moments. my dear nephew was born, i was officialy graduated as a doctor, hence.. got my first paycheck, and many travelling (*big grin sinfully) and went to seventh heaven unproperly, LOL

i should say, a year of lessons has been passed. and for 2011, though can’t tell you it’s gonna be easier… but i have to be braver, for something BIG and yes, a brighter future.

you.

Crucial exam, graduation, doctors oath, mood swings, trips…. Lots of things happened lately, few chance to had a quality time with my laptop.

Now as i’m enjoying the consequence of bad posture (read: having LBP), here we go, a new post.

Last week, i was just got back from a trip to South Korea and Hong Kong. One of my lesson from Korea was having to understand  the fact  that a cold wind is zillion times more excruciating than a snow. Not even a single flake of snow there, but why did i barely feel my hands?

reallyyyy, dude?

a public toilet like no other

a book vending machine, unfortunately all in Korean

they have these piggies all over the street

dorama fever--SanggoJae!

Anyway, if there’s a cafe named “Death by Chocolate” i would definitely made some place named “Death by Cuteness”,  in case people asked where did i inspired that from, i’d say South Korea

And no, i haven’t meet Jang Geun Suk and Lee Min Ho in person. That means i have to get back there someday!

You and I painting rainbows when no rain falls on our wall
Smelling raindrops on a hilltop as they fall
You and I laughing loudly with no reasons in our walk
Chasing sunsets, dancing minuet in the dark

Why don’t we just disappear
If that could keep us here?

You and I sharing snow fall and the beach sand in our thoughts
Writing love words with our whispers in our hearts
You and I stealing kisses from each other when we fight
Making wishes on the same star every night

Why don’t we just dream away
If that could make us stay?
Why can’t we just dream away?
We’re not real, anyway

ta ra ta ta ta ta ta ra ta ta
ra ta ta ra ta ta ta ra
ta ra ta ta ta ta ta ra ta ta
ra ta ta ra ta ta ta ra

Why don’t we just stay this high?
Pretend we’re all that fly
Why can’t we just stay this high?
We might rule our own sky

You and I singing solo our very own silly song
Playing lovers of all edens all life long
All life long
All life long

corny conversations till mama comes say it’s too late.

nothing really matters…………………………………

everything was much easier when the choice was still the boy next door (who plays guitar before you go to sleep, lol) rather than the ultimate eligible bachelor

Enjoy the adrenaline!

i am content with my life, Alhamdulillah, and try to make the best out of it.

what about…

relish this southern beauty

say hi to this vandalized dragon

feel the water drops splashed onto my skin

cruise along this coast

and see if a wish i made at this place…

…comes to reality.

this morning my father pointed me a box on the corner of the newspaper. my dream hospital to work in had opened vacancies for GPs, specialists, subspecialists, and nurses. i couldn’t get any more thrilled! i’ve only been twice to that hospital: couple of months ago-visiting relative who just gave birth and the day i was born into this world. yes, it’s the sacred place i was born at. earlier this year when i stepped into this building, i was excited to finally been in the hospital where i first saw the world, and it was love at the first sight. gazing around the maternity floor, “this was where my mom sacrificed her life for me”, i thought, “i want to deliver mine too here.” then i stepped out of the building with another resolution: “I HAVE TO WORK HERE SOMEDAY”. ha, finally i know how it feels to be challenged by the vacancy opening.

have i told you that day by day i believe more that everything happened for a reason, some might not be revealed, but there was one for each of them. and the beauty of it can only be perceived after they all passed… most of the time. yeah, i frequently have those ‘phews’ and said to myself “untuuuung aja!”

ah well, help me with your prayers peeps… so i can give back to the world at that hospital. someday, Amin.

anyway,

this song keeps on streaming in my head…

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I’ll be waiting all there’s left to do is run
You’ll be the prince and I’ll be the princess
It’s a love story baby just say yes

yes, i’m a teenage rom-com person ever since i could remember.

now glue gun… come come wherever you are.